From Lake Tahoe…

She said “와~~  바다야?!”
I said “uh…. 호수?  lake tahoe?”

Beautiful isn’t it?  both, view of the ‘ocean’ and the comment?

came to conclusion, that Jealousy is a source of many different emotions.. hate, anger, melancholy, dispression, joy and even happiness.. yes even happiness.
It’s a trigger that causes unflamable heart to ignite, and allows us to see different side of you.

at same time, it’s a powerful tool if you are able to focus this to right direction.

it’s like a magnifying glass, with right focus, you are able to start a smoke, then fire; fire that can cause the world to burn. or even start realizing how small ants behave.

i write this, because i’m a very jealous individual.  and i’m guilty for not able to focus this ability to the right direction.

so, let’s focus.

It’s natural for us to fear the unknowns…
many time, we like to avoid the conflict with unknown as much as possible…
many time, we simply ignore it… so who are you?

I tend to ignore myself many time…
I tend to call myself names that others would get offended…
i’m an idiot..      cynical criticism for my small mistakes,
what the hell is wrong with me..       hateful words for my ill behaviors…

Never realizing the impact on the selfesteem,
Never considering fanning of bomb that keeps destroys what others see a beauty.
Never counted a fact that it starts to affect those surrounds me.

to fulfill my desires, i’m tied up with senseless details…
Battery labels facing the right way, quarters stacking heads-up,
little bit of self gratitude is granted through simple processes…
hoping that it will delay the putrid toward myself.

no more self-criticisms.
no more hateful words to my self-esteem.
no more whining about my retarded  beautiful mind
and re-structure my confidence…
Let’s get bit selfish for myself…
I deserve to be cared.. by me

Starting Today…

Sometimes, new beginning isn’t the best solution.
Sometimes, it’s best to just simply go back ..
    and start correcting things back to what it suppose to be.
that causes us to be bit more stronger, bit more humble.
We try so hard to get what we call a “fresh start”
but when it comes down to it, don’t we have only ONE LIFE?

i get to say this 2 times every year about day light savings…

“whoever thought of day light savings by changing the time so we gain one more extra hour of sleep…  BRILLIANT!

whoever decided that we should put it back….  what a jerk….”

yes!

i’m finally a loner!

fawk…

seems like I’m actually able to find some more time to enjoy/try new hobbies.

first off, i finally fixed by mini Prelude R/C,

Video of my R/C  HERE:  http://www.hyojiggy.com/project/main.php?g2_itemId=240

Anywho, I got to shoot Glock 17 and Kyung’s Beretta,
first time!~

This is called GOCH shot

on the RIGHT NUT!

Oh yea~..
Happy Birthday To ME~
those who forgot, you SUCK! 

You have to try this…
it’s the most amazing feeling…  free falling from empty sky, and you realize..
if you try, you can practically over come anything.
then once you slow down, everything becomes silent.

WOW~ 
 
 
Video Here:  http://picture.hyojiggy.com/main.php?g2_itemId=10189

 
 
Video Here:  http://www.hyojiggy.com/picture/main.php?g2_itemId=10667

I think these were much better, don’t you think?
Broken Light Bulb,

  Grabbing Mini Stars

  Cologne Commercial? keke

  now, this came out weirder than I expected…

  Cologne, retry with flower…

Sorry, scanner’s cheeser……