on AIM, Audrie commenting about Jame’s birthday barf~

Audrie: haha!
Audrie: i went to ur website
Audrie: and looked at the nov pics
Audrie: i like the barf pic
Hyojiggy: LOL!
Audrie: i couldnt stop looking
Audrie: it was so gross
Audrie: but i had to look
Audrie: like “ewww is that really barf?”
Audrie: *turn head*
Hyojiggy: hahahahha
Hyojiggy: it was soooooo pasty
Audrie: yeah!
Audrie: chunky
Audrie: like a milkshake
Audrie: yuck
Hyojiggy: i think if you put some olive oil on the frying pan and cook it
Hyojiggy: it will be like pancake
Audrie: GROSS
Audrie: YUCK
Audrie: yeah
Audrie: put some onions
Hyojiggy: OMG!

when things start showing the brighter side, you tend to forget the what’s underneath the entire surface of things..

for example, a jelly doughnut..

from outside, it may look so delicious, so fresh, and that aroma of the
sweetness covers your entire emotions into one mentality…i want that
doughnut.. 
a lot of case, you forget what type of jelly the doughnut actually
contains… may be it’s a strawberry, grape, or even just a cream of
some sort…
a lot of times, you want to savor that doughnut, and take as little
bite as you can..  to make it last, to make it good, to make you
happy

but once you get to the middle of the doughnut, it’s not jelly you expected to be…
it’s rotton to the core that it hurts not only your taste, but also your emotions because you had such big of an expectations…

now the question is…..  has the jelly been alway been rotten
like so?  or was it because i took too much time waiting and
letting it sit, wanting it to last forever with me…

yea, when in doubt…. “fuck that shit” right?

right.

i was crying today look at this scene @ Bancroft and Telegraph

i had so much of mixed feelings…
so excited to see a Gallardo actually on the street…
so sad that driver was not me…
so happy to hear the engine running (even on idle)..
so angry to see it run on Berkeley road…
so happy that i wanted to run up to it and lick it…
so disappointed that i had to rush to class…

read this: 
There are only three real solutions to Social Security’s rapidly
approaching fiscal problems: raise taxes, reduce spending, or make the
current payroll taxes work harder by investing them through some form
of personal retirement account (PRA).

same thing as government saying:  LET ME HOLD A DOLLAR!  
STOP SPENDING ON SHIET~!  and WORK HARDER
BITCH!~    right?? 

Shut up!  you know you like this too!

and shut up!  you laughing at the music too!

Happy Birthday James! 
we going Buca Di Beppo later!!!
Buca Buca Buca Buca

You know~  there are some toys you buy… knowing you’ll keep it forever…
and i got my new toy…

THANK YOU KARAN!!!!  WOOT WOOT!!!