Month: August 2005

  • ok..  you have to try this… your reaction time :P

    i averaged around .25 ish….

  • NOTE TO MYSELF:!

    August 25th!   important date! :P

  • Golf!  Golf!  Golf!

    ok!  finally, i am able to hit the ball straigh! with a DRIVER!
    i think i’m ok with 5 and up irons… but when it comes to drivers… man~  it’s embarrasing!
    *PING!  sounds soo good but when you see the ball fly, it just curves *CRAZY to the right…

    well i went to Tilden with Dave hyung and he corrected me couple things i was doing wrong…
    (not using my legs?)
    after couple practice swings, *of course it’s like slow swing as it can
    get…   i tried hitting the ball in same manner~  what
    do you know!  it’s going STRAIGH!  not far enough for my
    satisfastion of course, but it’s going straigh!!!!!! no curves, no
    slices, straight!! 

    i need to go again and try to set that form as standard, once that’s
    done, kekeke i should be able to blast the balls like Eugene does~

  • Zoom Zoom Zoom~~ ^^

    so, Mazda held up an event that was absolutely free~
    i got to “test drive” the new Mazda MX-5(miata), and *omg don’t buy this car* Mazda5 :D
    first time really driving out on a track!  it was soo exciting!  i can’t wait until i get to try a real auto-cross! ^^

    for pictures, use navigation menu on top and go to “picture me” ..  or just “click here”

    oh, the also cool part of this event!  not only it was absolutely
    free~ they also gave us free hotdogs and t-shirt!  ^^

    everytime i see a Mazda…  it just looks like a toy car for me to
    whip it around and leave burnt rubber on the road~  :P
    Zoom Zoom Zoom~~~  ^^

    *update : i had to run out in a hurry so i couldn’t finish this entry as i wanted to

    so MX-5 (miata) – it was pretty easy car to drive, light clutch, light
    car, small and easy~ the event was called “Jinba Ittai”?  whatever
    that means…  the point of that experience (so they say) is to
    have *smoothness…  yea right, me and kyung said…  
    they stuck this salad bowl looking thing on top of the hood and made us
    drive with golf balls inside that bowl…  if you drive smoothly,
    the golfballs will stay in that bowl thinggy…  whatever!! 
    funny thing, the moment kyung left the starting point, one ball is
    already OUT, and by the first turn, all of them…he made the course in
    29 seconds…  all balls out…     i thought
    i was able to do better than that..  well at least the keeping the
    golf-ball part…  nope~!  i lost all the balls in first turn
    too~  and got 31 sec…    oh, the targetted time
    to beat was 34 sec  :P

    then, we got to drive Mazda5~!  freaking mini-MINI-van~  :D   time to beat was 45 sec…  didn’t seem that hard~ 
    so James went for it, got 49sec..  then i did, 47sec…. 
    Kyung went for it…  46sec…  soo close…  i wanna do
    that again~! 

    That’s Kyung driving~ :P

  • sometimes you look back to your day and just things that you regret
    comes up to your mind…  regretting to wake up early enough to
    start your day, regretting eating that left over from 2 weeks ago,
    regretting because you haven’t really started your day and your clock
    points 6:50 pm.   or regretting how you made someone feel bad
    couple days ago.
    regret can be defined many way to people.. through their personality, culture, etc.
    but i guess for everyone, it’s a point of being ashamed.  Ashamed
    that you no longer wanting to talk about it, ashamed that you no longer
    wishs that people will talk about it.  never to be mentioned
    again, never to be brought again.  while at that, you realize that
    regret isn’t just a point of submerging your feelings and shames. 
    it’s time of reflection.. it’s time of realizing what you did, and how
    you can fix it, what not to do. 

    everytime i look at the mirror, see that scar on my chin, i keep
    reminding myself…. ‘ you know that sign that says “no running near
    swimming pool”,  you should’ve followed it…’  but there are
    scars that reflect not through outer skin…  sometimes, walking
    around the San Francisco reminds you of your stupid non-sense scene you
    created… sometimes, seeing your cel-phone sitting on your desk
    reminds you of the time you said some “not so pleasent” things to a
    person on the opposite side…   sometimes…  music
    brings you back to the time…

    it’s funny to see that if you regret about a lot of things you did in
    your life….  it may seem like you just have mistakes after
    mistakes…  but if you regret…  at least you are being a
    human…  a person who can actually reflect back and say “i was
    stupid”…  
    for that…

    i was more stupid….  i am stupid…  i will be less stupid…

  • back…

    *sigh

  • you know….   how many time in your life you took a risk without thinking
    of what the consequences might be…how many time you realized that what
    you did was stupid and dumb..  at same time, you know you don’t
    regret it…..

    sometimes its those simple reasons that your heart tells
    you to do that changes the course of your life…  sometimes you take
    that road even though your mind tells you, ‘straight toward
    catastrophic events’  but sometimes, you just continue on with your journey because your ‘heart said so’

    what are the things that causes these confusion in you life?  is
    it simple pride you have?  is it simple shame you don’t want to
    experience?  or may be it’s just simple things that people will
    say after certain sequences of your act?   .

    do you happen to know the solution of this question?  or are you
    in the said boat as i am wondering if this moment is worth taking for…

    this is stupid….
    i’m off to L.A.

  • Look at these two scavengers i found couple nights ago below my balcony…

    I don’t know what was in that plastic bag left by a bum… but they
    were digging through it all night long!  i shot BB’s at them with
    my BB-Gun~  but they didn’t care at all~  they just flinched
    and went back to scavenging~  so i threw some peanuts at them for
    them to eat~  :)   what a cute little thieves