July 26, 2004

  • i'm writing this from Miju's appartment  and this is her... (she's CRAZY!)


    So in LA....   met few people i haven't seem for a ...quite a while now...  Jeff from church, called up Kevin Han, etc etc...  people haven't seen for like even 6 years... felt weird at the moment... a stream of thought went across my head.. "i wonder in their mind i changed..."  i don't think i changed whole a lot but i bet you $5 that they were thinking of the same thing...   LA has been a place where i can go to my family, and relax and hang out with good ole' friends...  just like everyone else's "HOME TOWN"   undeniable...  things change.. even your favorite hair style will change sooner or later...  my home torrance changes as well...

    it's not a place i can go for good ole' family dinner and relax anymore... there are things to do, and there are tasks i need to do...  more homework.  my parents are now working virtually full time and a half, i don't remember the last time we actually sat on one table and had dinner at home...  we usually end up eating at different hours or not at all..  yea, sometimes i end up skipping dinner but i don't tell my mom.. cuz then she'll have to cook  up something...  i know she's too tired for that...   i can't "enjoy" home anymore...  here's Miju sitting next to me looking for her new place cuz her contract expires and she'll be homeless i guess...  and here's me.. can't even call my perminent address home sweet home..  wake up in the morning, take shower... no one home...  my parents are gone to work already..  eat something fast, light and head over to help my parents at work...  when you are working there, time goes rather fast...  so must to do... so must to take care of...  by 7 or 8 pm, i get cranky, easily upsetted...   simple reason...  i'm HUNGRY!!!  once again, i just call up my friend to have dinner with cuz i know my parents got not much time to take care of me...  it's not home...  it's just another house i live with, well my parents being "roomates".

    there's no friends left in Torrance anymore.... all moved out to do their work/school whatever reasons they have...  i guess that's why i ended up coming to Miju's place at late hour.. just to get out...  just to get out of the place i used to call home... 

    i guess that's the differences of Torrance and Berkeley now...  not much...

Comments (4)

  • Hey so that's the picture u used~ =P I thought u would use hottie hahaha
    But yes... time goes on, things change and sometimes that old familiar comfortable surrounding you want to be around called home seems to cease to exist. hey u shouldn't be complaining! i'm the one who's really homeless here dude! haha but anywayz hope ur okay! people being busy doesn't mean they've forgotten u! u know ur still important to ur family~ =P

  • *pat pat* hope that some of us can provide the shoulder/support you need in those times. here for ya buddy.

  • ooh, she's hot! rowr. haha jk.

    i know what you mean about having nobody to see anymore. been there, done that. sucks, but there's always imaginary friends - those are the kind that never leave you. Unless you're me. :(

  • charles u r back in torrance?

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