July 20, 2004

  • now it fees like things are moving too fast.  too fast that once you stop what you were doing and look back, you just wanna gasp and say "oh crap!  already?"   that the heck is going on...   you can complain that it is just not fair...  it is just too fast, but it's not gona change a thing.   what happened already gone by and you have new window to walk through without any hesitation cuz soon, present will be obsolete and you'll be behind again...                or may be not


    my uncle passed away today morning....  hearing from my dad was an hear break, no doubt.  my uncle was always sorta 'no mood affected' typical korean....  yea but that was hilarious for me..  i loved him for who he was...   sorta got that teddy bear belly with looks a lot like previous korean president.. with his monotonous voice...  making jokes...  even his jokes were serious...  he was a character alright...  such a respectable and loveable person...   but i guess everyone has their own path to walk on...  God must have had another reason to call him so early...  without must notice for others..  but he must have secretly told him that he had better duties....   he'll look over us... he'll take care of his family from where he is now..  i know he's staying in good place... comfortable...  no more pain.... he has left me nothing more than a smile...  smile of love... smile of hope...  smile of sadness...  everything emotions and emoticon expressions we can think of... he has changed it into one simple expression... smile..  


    having difficulties?  having problems?  sad?  lonely?   smile, ladies and gentlemen....  don't frown cuz it's not gona help... smile..  smile.. smile..               


    uncle, i know you are in good place...  rest up in peace, and enjoy rest of your eternal vacation.. :)   this one's for you :)