May 8, 2004
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´õ ¾ÆÆÄ¾ß Çϳª¿ä?... somehow it turned into a chaos..
Everything that i didn't want to happen... happened.. and there
seems to be not even a single strand of string i can hang on
to... how did this all happen... last month has been
so blurry... everything seems to be fake... i don't know
where i'm standing anymore... is this my milestone, must not look
back and walk forward... don't want to leave anything
behind... i want to carry everything.. at least as much as
possible... there are few thing that i need to let go and
just leave it behind... all of my previous passions, all of
my previous dreams... just leave it behind and walk
on... and that's where the pain starts...screaming, crying, shouting will only be the temporary solution for
me... this scar will soon heal but in leaving its mark, mark that
forever stay and remind me of these moments... how pathetic i
was... how piteous i can be... while she'll sing a song like
a canary in melodious tone which will constantly ring in my head....and
soon, one beautiful morning, i'll be waking up and tell myself
that i'm a loser once again....Everything was so perfect before how i had it... didn't matter
if sun came up from east or west... cuz when it did, it
sure felt like it was meant for me... everything circled around
me for year and a half... everything..............
until one moment.it's hard to let go things like that... physically and
mentally... but it's already past the due date... i must
let go now...goodbye michelle.... and i love you
Comments (6)
YES! charles u are free, u are free at last, ready to go fishing again! theres plenty of fish to catch so dont worry.
hey hey....have you heard this new guy daves son? i saw him perform
the
other week and he's amazing, i guess he's the new thing check him out.
"boy
on a mission is my favorite" http://www.davesson.com wow. definitely worth a
listen...
doesn't matter how old he is you nut
everyone else is old and married and shit i just wanna drive my car around
charles charles.. i'm reading your xanga now.. hopefully more consistently now. call me when you're in socal. let's paint the town red.
T^T?be happy oppa..?look forward, ahead of you; at your exciting happy future!
yaaaay~?ur xanga so sad.?that lil boy so sad toooo.?:(
why is there question mark at every space? @_@??
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