June 13, 2003

  • ok... so i'm back in berkeley.. after a week of being in Torrance, mostly helping my parent's business.  it just all of sudden hit how useless i am actually..  being tied down, tied down by my own unneccesity, my own desires, my own habbits.  a week i was in torrance, yea.. it was rather tiring, busy.. waking up 8 am and working till 10 pm...  forgetting about dinner, lunch because i'm so busy...  made me realize that,,, how i can get so much done.. so much more helpful.. yet all i did was just sit around..  and hope the same for tomorrow... tsk tsk tsk