so… FINALLY, THE FINALS are OVER!
over the memorial weekend, my family and church peeps from LA went to Kings Canyon… so i was unable to write over the weekend… well yesterday, i came back, and i guess i was tired.. i slept for 24 hours!!!
dude.. i’m bored.. imma go find some things to do… perhaps “dish the wash”, etc etc… blah.. don’t feel like writing much..
Here i am, in the Library… studying for the final.. and guess what i read –
“–Thus, a prospect that is positive from each individuals point of view — a longer, healthier, and more active life — could have negative effects on the environment. A decision therefore lies in the future for all of us. We have the following choices: stop medical research dealing with chronic diseases of old age and attempts to increase people’s maximum lifetime; reduce the birthrate; or do neither and wait for Malthus’s projections to come true — for famine, environmental catastrophes, and epidemic disease to cause sporadic, large incidences of human death. The first choice seems inhumane, but the second is highly controversial. This is one of the most important issues concerning science and values that confront the people of the world.”
WHAT THE HELL IS BERKELEY TEACHING ME!!! so.. either way we are SCREWED!? May be on my final, i should answer every questions “Malthus’s projection RULES, therefore SCREW YOU AND YOUR STINKING TEST!”
but i don’t think it’s gona happen in my lifetime.. *shrugg* back to studying.
So,… another week as gone by, and i still can’t seem to find what i’ve done to satisfy the time. Have you ever felt that way? where you know you have absolute control of the time you spend, yet, once you realize it, you are just being constantly short on time, out of breath. I want to take a moment to breathe, look around, find out where i really am. perhaps it’s not the best time, cuz there’s so much confusion and hardship, that you rather not look anywhere else but just run.. just run where? just run forward, whatever it happens, just keep going… there will be rocky roads ahead, you will fall… but just have to close my eyes, and swollow up my pain, and just keep going… i donno where i’ll end up, i don’t know where i’ll stop, i don’t know when i’ll be able to look around and say “ah, what a beautiful day” but for now, i just have to keep going.,. to find something i don’t even know… keep on going..
Ever feel like this world is just full of crap? all the beautiful things end up looking so dull, so sad, so nostalgic,… out of place? somethings just don’t belong in certain places…
you see, some birds just don’t belong in the cage… their wings are just too bright for them to sit around.. let it out, let it free, and let it go.. and then… try to forget about it…
i don’t like where i’m standing, it just has no place for it to get better… or worse… just a common ground that everyone share, that everyone stand on. i don’t care what the outcome might be, worse? better? i just don’t wanna stand here anymore… but once again, sudden fear just hits me,,, that i no longer have desire to seek elsewhere…
so i just end up where i am… same place… same road…. still running…..
FINALLY THE PICNIC DAY IS ON WEB!!!
Well, here is John’s house from outside…i donno why i have this here…
We all had this PICNIC planned out… that’s James, Kertong.. i mean Kyung, and Eugene.. We were all gona go start up a picnic..
AND~!! here it happened… James as usual, started up cooking for us.. as usual… Jeanne PLAYED with food… and john.. *as usual* waited next to the BURGERS… sally and rob?? i donno..
MAN!! i TRIED TO START the fire.. but i fail BIG time.. james and rob were dissapointed that they might not get to cook…
BUT,, for Rob, as long as he had Munchees..~it was all GOOD
and i started to play with my Mini Prelude…but the pull-start SNAPPED and Clutch bailed on me…
Rob don’t give an F, about the pic.. he just killing that ice cream.. was it suppose to be Spundge BOB?
Have you noticed?? James’s pictures?? all have PEACE sign?
That’s ME and EUGENE, trying to skip a FAT ASS ROCK… of course we were UNABLE to do so..
wait a MINUTE!!!! i thought it was MY PICTURE!!! SALLY!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!…. korean poser…
oh yea~! i tried to throw sally into the water… she’s too heavy~!!!! j/k j/k!!!
dam korean…
HOW MANY PICTURES DID YOU TAKE??!
Dude… these guys look HELLA NERDY!! PUHAHAHHA!!!!
so… this is how we ended the picnic…
Thanks JAMES!!!
EUGENE???
OH YEA!! we had arm-wrestling..Look at JAMES SMILING!!! AHAHAHAHHAHA
WHAT JEANNE!!! you didn’t think i WOULDN’T PUT THIS UP??
OH YEA!! me and JOHN wrestled for REAL… the picture seems like i RAPED HIM! but i lost.~
well~ LET”S JUST SAY I WON~!!!!
Hello my baby~!
